Thursday, January 31, 2013

Dream again~


Linking up with Michele~Lyn at A life surrendered.
We are sharing our dreams. 
Share yours here??


It wasn't by chance that I started reading Michele-Lyn's series
on dreaming again.
God designed the meeting.
I'm not one to sit and cry.
But I think I cried more this month...
Her words they touched me.
I felt like she wrote the words for me.
I felt she knew exactly what I was feeling.



I have seen the dreams of my husband come true.
And as his wife I was beyond thrilled.
And my kids dreams..
Over joys me to no end..

I have embraced mommy hood and wife role.
All I ever wanted was to be a mom and wife.
But then I felt like God was pulling on my heart.
Him saying to me
 I have given you other dreams too,
and to be honest I think I was too scared.

I started this blog.
That alone scared me.. I never went to college.
A couple of months ago I noticed 
my heart was pulling and pulling to share more,
to not give up on my blog.

As I shared more and more about what God has done for me
I noticed my real life friends 
backing away.
Things they have said and done.
 It hurt me.
And I started questioning why am I writing?
There are so many great blogs and real writers.
Who do I think I am??

GULP.

God is so faithful.
In the midst of all my doubts He kept showing me
to keep writing .
People would say things or do things
and they didn't even know 
God was using them to 
show me, His dreams.
He has laid on my heart to 
 keep writing and sharing, to keep being faithful.
(and even take some writing classes! Another big dream!!)

Do I dare say that as I continue to write, that my biggest dream 
is to fully find my value in Him alone??


I want to thank Michele-Lyn for her series.
Thank you for all your kind words to me..
(And I don't know how to put a button up, sorry!)