Thursday, February 21, 2013

work in progress

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I and patience do not see eye to eye at times.

My blood sits on a stove top

and plenty of times 

I have boiled over.

Wishing I had put a lid on it.

Early in our marriage,

I struggled with

being patient.

 I really struggled with understanding

and putting myself in his shoes.

I would blow up with me needing a break.


We would get in a tiff,

 and me, more than him.

He doesn't have blood that boils.

Would regret things said.

God worked in my heart...

I thought traveling every other week was

glamours.

I thought he gets a break from these very needy

creatures.

I can't even go to the bathroom

with out them all being  in here.
( and the dog too)

I'm sick of eating mac-n-cheese.

But in all reality 

traveling and going here and there

is miserable.

Like bad airplane food.

Phone calls and messages that can't be finished.

Airport security.

  Delays and foggy weather.

Holidays almost missed .

Longing for your own bed and favorite spot on the couch.

No time for just him.

Things he loves to do on down time.

 What down time??

He'd come home and half to "make" up for all

that time gone.

It really isn't that fun.

God pulled on my 

heart and opened my eyes to

see how I needed to be more patient.

(Trust me... I am still a work in progress.)

There are days when I am stressed and

the pot starts to boil.

God in His mercy and grace 

reaches down and puts a lid on it.